30 Day Picture Challenge Day 18 – A Picture Of Your Biggest Insecurity

As you could probably guess from a recent post about inspiration and the weekly Global Fit posts, I am, for lack of a better word, fat.  Beyond fat, even.  It affects my life every day, mostly in negative ways.  It’s why I don’t actively look for dates.  It’s why I don’t travel nearly as much as I would like.

Now, you’re probably wondering why I’m not doing more to change my situation?  Why do I pay for a gym membership that I hardly ever use?  Why do I come home from work everyday and just lie on my bed and watch TV?  I wish I had a good answer.

30 Day Picture Challenge Day 16 – A Picture Of Someone Who Inspires You

So why would Jared Fogel, the Subway spokesman, be inspiring to me?  Because he has managed to do something that I would love to do, but have been unable to do to this point, and that is lose a ton of weight and become a normal sized person.  At my best, I was able to go from extremely fat to just plain old fat, but I have never been able to break through that barrier.  Part of the reason I post the Global Fit results every week is to encourage me to exercise more in an effort to lose weight.  If I were honest with myself, I would say it isn’t working.